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Chrysalis Waiting
22 October 2016 @ 06:54 am
I'm baaaaaack!
Chrysalis Waiting
05 September 2008 @ 07:49 pm
The Japanese haiku poet Basho once wrote, "Old pond / a frog jumps / the sound of water." Try writing some of your own haikus about the little things in your life. A haiku generally consists of a five-syllable line, a seven-syllable line and a second five-syllable line. You can also use any combination of ten-to-fourteen syllables.
i am in essence
of labyrinthine feeling
justaxposed in glass

I used too many syllables.  but who the fleef cares.  it's my haiku.

Chrysalis Waiting
12 June 2008 @ 04:11 pm
An awesome friend from Alberta came for a visit and yesterday, I got taken out to a movie and then supper afterwards. 
The movie was Ironman.  TEWTELLY AWESOME!!!!  I don't remember the last time I went to a grown up movie, and I can't remember the last time I was on a date.  YEARS.  I knew the movie was gonna be good, but it exceeded my expectations.  And I'm very critical of superhero movies. 
I THINK EVERYONE SHOULD GO SEE IT IN THE THEATRE!!!   I would have never  have been able to afford a theatre ticket on my own, and this evening was an extra special event. 

And then we went to a restaurant called Kelseys, and I had a Buffalo Chicken sammich and a side caesar salad.  Soooo nummy.  I ate almost the whole thing, there was just a bit of bun and a tiny piece of lettuce left over. 

I have been told by a fellow LJer that I need to make more positive posts.  Yeahhh i knowes :)  I have been in pain a lot and I have been forgetting to include the good bits in my life.  It's very easy to forget. 
I don't want any of you thinking I DON'T have any good bits.  I have a lot.  My sons, my Personal Development class, my pets, my weekly lunches with my dad, lots. 

So there u go, dude, there's my positive post :)  *hugs*  Love ya!
Chrysalis Waiting
15 April 2008 @ 12:08 am
This is another neko (human with feline attributes) avatar I put together.  I like her.  She's gothic lolita :)

Here's me posing in a little park close to where me and my SL hubby rent land.  Behind me is the most gorgeous cherry blossom tree!

This is my gothic lolita maid's dress.  It's one of my favourites :D  I usually wear a paler skin, but i decided to take pictures with this one.

I didn't do it.....I'm a good girl... ;)

Me an' hubby, lookin' all ebil and combat-esque.

Pink Velvet Dress ^.^
Chrysalis Waiting

Woke up to a text that said i had an email in hotmail from stepmum.  I felt attacked, even though she said she wasn't attacking me.  She sent it both to me and my mom, so I'll ask my mom how she feels about it later, because my perspective on these things is always skewed.  I could copy and paste it all here, but I doubt that you would read it.
Plans for this afternoon?
  • cash cheque from unEmployment Insurance
  • declare the money i got from unEmployment Insurance at the welfare office so they can yank it back deduct it from next months' welfare cheque. 
  • go to the collections office and  pay 1/2 of what i owe the Ambulance Company for my little trip to the ER last summer.  Did you know it costs $300 CDN to Not Die?
  • go to H&R Block and get Them to do my taxes for me.  Hopefully I will get something this year.
  • If I've been a good girl, I may stop by the toy store and look around a bit.  It might make me smile.
NemFX says:
anything i can do to cheer you up?

~*~* EllieBerry *~*~ says:
not really, no.  but thanks.  i'm okay.

NemFX says:
*is still worried*

~*~* EllieBerry *~*~ says:
i went to sleep without my meds, had a rough sleep, slept too long, had nightmares, woke up and read an ikky email, have a shitty day ahead of me where i have to give money that i got from the provincial government BACK to the provincial government....

NemFX says:
how come?

~*~* EllieBerry *~*~ says:
got money from EI (Employment Insurance).....welfare's yanking it back.

~*~* EllieBerry *~*~ says:
it foking soks.

~*~* EllieBerry *~*~ says:

~*~* EllieBerry *~*~ says:
they shouldn't have given it to me anyway.

NemFX says:
*snuggles and worries*

~*~* EllieBerry *~*~ says:
i'm cancelling my EI.

~*~* EllieBerry *~*~ says:
DAMN i can't.

~*~* EllieBerry *~*~ says:
grrrrh.  they're using humans as a way to shift money around

NemFX says:
*softly kisses* just settle okay? getting all worked up right now wont help anyone
~*~* EllieBerry *~*~ says:
~*~* EllieBerry *~*~ says:
i wish i could just be somebody's pet cat.
NemFX says:
NemFX says:
*pets you and scratches behind your ears*

Here's teh quiz, and here's THE WEBLINK if you want to take it.  For some reason it didn't give me proper coding so that the usual clicky-thingy showed up for you to "take this test now!"

Neurodiversity version 4 (2008-04-05)

Thank you for filling out this questionnaire.

Your neurodiversity (Aspie) score: 114 of 200
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 95 of 200
You seem to have both Aspie (neurodiversity) and neurotypical traits

Diagnostic prediction for Score Prediction
ADD/ADHD (Attention Deficit Disorder) 152 You very likely will be able to receive the diagnosis
Social phobia 140 You very likely will be able to receive the diagnosis
OCD 96 This isn't a primary diagnosis you should seek
Asperger/HFA/PDD 93 This isn't a primary diagnosis you should seek

Chrysalis Waiting
30 January 2007 @ 05:47 pm

What kind of villian would you be?
LJ Username
Favorite color
Do you root for good, or for awesome?
Your trusted second in command girl_inside22
Your arch nemesis, aka; polydad
Evil appearance Dirty clothing, dirty skin, dirtyhair, your face is nothing but dirt and insanity. You stalk around, with nothing but your sick pleasures and your evil. Crazy ain't the half of it.
What you;ve done so far Years have been spent rampaging, striking fear into the hearts of many! You kill, destroy, and smash as you please.
Your evil powers/skills You are invincible!
Chances of taking over/destroying world - 84%
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Current Mood: crappycrappy
Chrysalis Waiting
08 July 2006 @ 05:01 pm

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Chrysalis Waiting
I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it's going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby and you've never met anyone
Who is as negative as I am sometimes

I am the wisest woman you've ever met.
I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected.
I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen
And you've never met anyone
Who's as positive as I am sometimes.

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here

I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
I'm terrified and mistrusting
And you've never met anyone as,
As closed down as I am sometimes.

What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know
What I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go

I'm the funniest woman that you've ever known
I'm the dullest woman that you've ever known
I'm the most gorgeous woman that you've ever known
And you've never met anyone
Who is as everything as I am sometimes

You see everything, you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here
Chrysalis Waiting
27 April 2006 @ 11:09 am
oh baby.....i can't believe it. It's the coming of the messiah...okay, well not really, but close.


CLERKS II !!!!!!! 

'nuff said.

Thanks Mark!!!!!!!!   *grinning endlessly*

oh, in an unrelated story but still just as earth shattering,
my kitten peed on my blanket while i was sleeping under it.  What Have I Done to Deserve This??