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Alice in Blunderland

Chrysalis Waiting
9 December 1974

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I am a mother, an empath, a pet, as well as many other things. I love words, animals, snow, hentai, and the 5 Cs. I change my mind about things. A lot.

I am in love with a man who lives half a world away, and he loves me just as fiercely. Very soon, we are going to be together, I am just counting the days.

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I have Bipolar Disorder Type II Ultra-Rapid Cycling(if you don't know what that is, then ASK!!!) and chronic Migraines, and so I tend to do a lot of writing about my health, feelings, and moods, which helps me keep track of my ups and downs, as well as severity and duration. If you don't wanna hear updates on health, bugger off - it is my journal after all.

My moods swing like the pendulum of a clock, only the the springs inside have been bent and kinked, so the timing and frequency and the ticking is off.

At the risk of sounding So Damn EMO, I give the words of Clementine (from Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind):
"I’m just a fucked up girl who is looking for my own peace of mind."

~*~ I thought how unpleasant it is to be locked out; and I thought how it is worse, perhaps, to be locked in. ~*~
~~~Virginia Woolf

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~*~What sort of diary shall I like mine to be?

Something loose knit and yet not slovenly,

so elastic that it will embrace anything solemn, slight,

or beautiful that comes into my mind.

I should like it to resemble some deep old desk,

a capascious hold-all in which one flings a mass of odds and ends

without loking them through.

I should like to come back after a year or two

and find that the collection had sorted itself,

and refined itself and coalesced,

as such deposits so myseteriously do,

into a mold transparent enough to reflect the light of our life

and yet steady, tranquill, compounds with the aloofness of a work of art. ~~~

~~~Virginia Woolf ~*~

~~~ "The difference between successful people and unsuccessful people is successful people fail more." ~~~ Unknown Author

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