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23 November 2016 @ 01:32 am
Does he still like me?
Does he still want me?
Am I good enough?
Should I be more bitchy?
Should I step up the weight loss?
When should I stop the weight loss?\
Should I always wear make up?
Should I always have my hair done?
What do I do when he's here?
What do I do when he's not here?
Why won't he talk to me?
What if I'm not strong enough for him?
What if I need someone to be strong for me?
Do I tell him when I'm having a bad day or do I keep it inside?
Do I put on the smiles and charms when he comes home?
I don't think I'm pretty enough
I don't think that I'm right.
I don't think it's going to work.
Am I going to fall apart if it doesn't work?
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